aw, sugarcube <3 don’t guilt trip me! the decision has already been set in the sturdiest of stone. i will surely miss you, but i must. i can no longer stand to exist in texas. or within our PDM program. it simply doesn’t stimulate me intellectually/artistically/conceptually. i loath nearly all aspects which compose it. and i absolutely do not want my degree from there. and so i must part.